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Anaganesis

 They say...  If you are afraid that you will lose him  then  that is what will happen … you will lose him. And that is what happened!  Expired faith I'm trying to verbalize my feelings  You just reinvigorated my dysthymia Now I'm potentially pensive  Our adamancy was supercalifragilisticexpialidocious You are going through anagenesis I can't blame you because you are a human  And humans are agathokakological  Even I've always thought that you are an angel But you no longer mine Feel free to plagiarize But wait....!!! you should know that you making my dystonia lasting till midnight time You should know that I belong to you in the name of eternity  After all, I guess I'm not that strong, I think I'll cry... Dictionary: *Reinvigorate: to make someone feel healthier and energetic again. *Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious: extraordinary good, wonderful. *Redamancy: the ones that you love, love you back *Agathokakological: composed of both ...

Hippocrene

 ~ I used to hug clothes just to feel that I'm hugging someone real ~ Every night I cry myself to sleep ~ Faking scenes give me butterflies ~ You are the one that I want to be with forever ~ Tears are stuck in my eyes, I need a shoulder to cry on ~ I feel rue about myself ~ Kiss me, like you kissing me for the Last time ~ Loving you obnubilated me ~ Let's watch the starry sky together ~ Heaven is a place where I can be with you ~ When you just want to Blunt, and your heart starts to hurt, the tears want to come out but somehow they can't, when you are surrounded by people and still feel lonely, when you are afraid and scared from everything, when you try to be happy but still feel sad, that's what depression looks like. ~ You love them, they don't. So don't beg them, they also have to beg someone else ~ I try to fall for you but it's just not the right things ~ Regrets ~ Touching is a feeling, that I still want to feel ~ With the right person, and at the rig...

Marry me or ill ruin your wedding

 I'm afraid of losing you because if I lose you, I won't be the same anymore. I don't want to open my eyes knowing that you left. I confess that I got used to people leaving, and forsaking me, but youuu omg youuu... I'm ready to get off anything in my life just to keep you in, I'm ready to do everything just to make you wanna stay. Only if you know that I spent so many nights out on this balcony thinking about you, worried about you, Imagining life with you, missing you, longing for you. I cannot lose you, because if I lose you everything in my life will be meaningless,  My worst fear is losing you </3 Sometimes I just sit there and think, how lucky I'm to have you, I turn the light off, and I lay in bed in the messiest way possible. Comfortable, lightless, and my luculent feelings are tempestuous, steadfast against my blatherskite unconscious mind. I got a saccharine emotion when I think about you, and I beam with felicity every time I remember the first gaz...