Remember_me

 Incorporeal body Juicy lips A soothing song Even memories fade and become shadows of what they were I see our memory in the desert Dancing on sun's ray Bloody sky, like the afrer war I am listening to some rock stars  Feeling the urge to make some weird movement  I call it dance Your smoking hot gaudiness Has my mind enshrouded Beauty full of ugliness  Has my lungs exhausted  Full of zeel and the mesmerizing breath I want to explore your imperfection  Smell your hallucinations  Eat your moody art of insulting  Blind darkness full of emptiness  I scream voiceless  Even the deaf man in front of me would recognize it Left then right, searching for an object that can be harmful enough to scratch my skin Ears so busy with music  Loud and mad It's that kind of music that you won't enjoy but comprehend  A massive scare on my arms Which now i want to hide  Some clouds are too high to reach  My own cloud is invisible  Yo...

 Long black hair, even better than characters in the movies. Sleepy wide eyes, the ones that you get addicted to from the first gaze Lipped lips, perfectly shaped, you will just get lost in the through of how they taste like Gold skin, just Wowly shining, i swear i wanna feel the vicinity of our bodies Tall boy, half short girl. I mean Us were just supposed to hug My ears on your chest, enjoying the song your heart sing I feel the urge to call you mine but I'll just call you by your name. Like the fate just joined us perfectly Like every line i wrote need to be ended by no one but you My heart won't soar, my knees wont tremble You just make my heart fully overwhelmed  As if the emptiness never existed, despite the unspoken words Sea was always and will always stay beautiful  And so you are

 when my pen comes to paper all i can write about is.. you. ah it's been a while now since we last talked and i haven't been okay since. it's not like i'm ever okay but talking to you made me feel not so numb. not numb. made me feel. you made my heart beat when all i wanted it to do is stop, you made me feel complete when i was nothing but empty all my life, you gave me a purpose when i always believed that life has none, you changed me. completely. i don't know if it's to better or to worse but i'm thankful to you for both. some days though, my heart fills up with so much hatred and my lungs fill up with unbounded rage and all i want to do in that moment is make you feel the pain i did when you left. i want you to hurt so much that it becomes unbearable for you to hold on anymore. other days i feel so much regret it's overwhelming and all i want to do is rewind time and make it right again. i need to make it right again. i have to make it right, but i c...